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HURT:: SURVEY & WORDS & PICS hey my new diary is WintersFire so add me![Unchangeable] 2007-12-16 11:13:10

I didnt see her go oh my gosh. u know what? if she didnt realize what an awesome friend she had, obviously she doenst deserve it. [Unchangeable] 2007-08-24 18:44:16

HURT:: SURVEY & WORDS & PICS

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? No

Are you crushing on someone? I am in love

Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt? Yes. Especially when i can't have them.
Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry? Yes
Are you happier single or in a relationship? In a relationship
Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it? Yes I regret it too
Have you ever had your heart broken? My heart has been broken so much that there is nothing left
Have you ever broken someone's heart? Yes.
Talk to any of your exes? Yeah
If you could go back in time and change things, would you? Yes!
Think any of your exes feel the same? Some
Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend? . Semi

Do you want to get married? Not yet.
Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend? Yes but I didnt make a move on him
Have you told anyone you'd marry them? Yes.
How many times have you really truly been in love? Once
Do you think you'll wind up with the person your dating now? Maybe
Would you spend the rest of your life with your current partner? Yes

[~CrimsonBeauty~]
2007-08-05 11:12:34

HURT:: SURVEY & WORDS & PICS Aw, thanks for the comment. :]
I think these surveys are nice
from time to time to help get
some things out. xx
[thirteenLIESx]
2007-07-29 15:03:06

HURT:: SURVEY & WORDS & PICS Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Yeah, i sdnt tho
Are you crushing on someone? nope, theres no1
Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt? Yeah
Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry? sort of ... i cryed a lot more tho and he cryed cause he felt bad
Are you happier single or in a relationship? in a relatiohip but no1 wants me :(.
Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?   i dont think ni have actualy
Have you ever had your heart broken? yep, and i will never let it be broken again, i wdnt have the strenght to do it all over again
Have you ever broken someone's heart? no,
Talk to any of your exes? sorta
If you could go back in time and change things, would you? yep defoantly!.
Think any of your exes feel the same? no, none of them cared bout me realy
Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend? Nope
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? Yeah
Do you want to get married?    i dno but not for a long time, && wehn/if i meet the right person
Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend? sorta
Have you told anyone you'd marry them? nope
How many times have you really truly been in love? Once .
Do you think you'll wind up with the person your dating now? well im seeing myex(sorta) i used to think so but now i hope to god that i dont
Would you spend the rest of your life with your current partner? Not if i want to be happy. (sme sme)


[Broken beauty]
2007-07-29 13:39:50

HURT:: SURVEY & WORDS & PICS

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? yes!!!
Are you crushing on someone?  yes my ex boy friend
Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt? Yes. .
Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry? Yes. .
Are you happier single or in a relationship? m happier in a relationship.
Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it? nope:).
Have you ever had your heart broken? yes
Have you ever broken someone's heart? in e sense?!?! i hvnt broken any of my ex b.f's hearts

Talk to any of your exes? yes.
If you could go back in time and change things, would you? defineatly

Think any of your exes feel the same? i dont kw...(wish if i did)

Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend? if i was; he stil wud hv bein here! i must hv bein good but not good enough 
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? Yes.
Do you want to get married? yaaaaa

Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend? nope

Have you told anyone you'd marry them? Yep
How many times have you really truly been in love? twice... n dats it.
Do you think you'll wind up with the person your dating now? m single; but i i hope so!!

Would you spend the rest of your life with your current partner? if i get the opportunity to; yes!!

[PrettyLittleMask]
2007-07-29 10:56:24

HURT:: SURVEY & WORDS & PICS
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Sun Jul 29, 2007
10:02 AM GMT 0

"HURT:: SURVEY & WORDS & PICS"
Dear Diary: 

The HURT Survey



If you can't get through it, you're too scared about the truth.


Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? No...yuck
Are you crushing on someone? Does my boyfriend count?
Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt? Yes, right now.
Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry? Yes
Are you happier single or in a relationship? Depends...if Kelly doesn't like me then I am not happy single.
Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it? Yes
Have you ever had your heart broken? yes!!
Have you ever broken someone's heart? Yes
Talk to any of your exes? yes, Bay and I are like brother and sister. 
If you could go back in time and change things, would you? No...you live and you learn...I don't regret anything I have done or said or anybody I've crushed on.
Think any of your exes feel the same? idk...not really.
Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend? Sorda
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? Yes.
Do you want to get married? When I can.
Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend? nope.
Have you told anyone you'd marry them? No
How many times have you really truly been in love? One time...and I love him right now.
Do you think you'll wind up with the person your dating now? idk
Would you spend the rest of your life with your current partner? yes
[poemchic]
2007-07-29 10:02:10

I cheated. Great.

WOWWW.
this is poem is amazing.
*le hearts le hearts*
it should be a song.
you have talent.
i feel inferior, IM NOT WORTHY.
jkayyy<33
i'm ok at writing I guess
but no where near you
ahaha =D
imma print it out and put it on muh fridge

[TheEmoUnicorn]
2007-07-24 21:44:15

I cheated. Great.   Very nice! You have a heart to feel with, and a gift of being able to express what it feels! Looking forward to hearing more from that soft heart of yours....Michael[commonsensechristian] 2007-07-23 05:55:18

I cheated. Great. wow nice. Smile[Unchangeable] 2007-07-22 23:13:49

I cheated. Great. Btw, excellent writing<3[PerpetuallySearching] 2007-07-22 22:56:19

Virginity-Was I too young? + Quiz If it meant something, then no it wasnt too young.
<3[PerpetuallySearching]
2007-07-22 22:55:25

I cheated. Great. ehhh... mucho liquid in your stomach+rapid movement... not a good idea. YES, you would have assumed correctly =]

[PixieRose]
2007-07-22 13:17:37

Virginity-Was I too young? + Quiz

Heyy Thanks for the comment !

btw, the music does not represent my hole musical taste, i like a lot of different types of music.

Glad you like the pics of my last crush holding on to a tree with his mouth...

¢¾ Rosie ¢¾

[Rosie18]
2007-07-22 10:16:10

Virginity-Was I too young? + Quiz if ur not happy and dont love him, then dont stay with your boyfriend. That would be leading him on and it would be wrong. [Unchangeable] 2007-07-21 20:57:37

Virginity-Was I too young? + Quiz haha thanks for the comment. yeah no real
need to be blaming anyone!!

[xPinkLemonade]
2007-07-21 20:38:54

Virginity-Was I too young? + Quiz Oh and always use protection!  STDs aren't forgiving! 
[Zen2theEnd]
2007-07-21 13:23:19

Virginity-Was I too young? + Quiz I lost my v at 13.  You lost your's at 16.  The sky is blue, the ocean is vast.  Just love large always, and respect yourself.  All else will be forgiven.  
[Zen2theEnd]
2007-07-21 13:22:00

Virginity-Was I too young? + Quiz

Its not a matter of being too young, its
about having sex too soon. Three months
is not a long time compared to a lifetime.

[empiresXcoming]

2007-07-21 12:35:10

Virginity-Was I too young? + Quiz

X what you have:
[X] an ipod/mp3.
[] a tiffany's bracelet or necklace.
[] a Louis vuttion purse. 2 but they are both fake?
[X] a computer.
[X] a cd player.
[X] a stereo.
[] a spice girl cd. Haha several!
[X] a cosmo girl magazine. Just regular COSMO & CLEO
[x] a teddy bear. many!! Couldn’t live without em
[] a build a bear.
[] an American eagle purse.
[] hollister jeans.
[x] a hot topic shirt.
[x] a cell phone. A MOBILE phone :-P
[x] an aeropostale shirt.
[x] a big screen TV.
[x] the mean girls dvd.
[x] a TV in my room.
[x] a big bed.
[X] a brother or sister.
[]a diamond ring.
[] a pearl necklace.
[ a prom dress. 2 FORMAL dresses & a DEB dress
[X] a book. bazillions
[X] a myspace yep
[] curious perfume.
[] g-unit sneakers.

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

1. Name: Elizabeth

2. Nickname- Eli Eliza Beth

3. Birthday- 5/19/93

4. Place of Birth- A hospital

5. Zodiac Sign- Taurus

6. Male or Female- Female

7. Grade- 9th

8. School- 9th grade academy

9. Occupation- student

10. Residence- My house

11. MSN- nope

___Your Appearance___

12. Hair Color- brunette
13. Hair Length- lil past shoulder
14. Eye color- brown

15. Weight- rather not say <found in a previous entry>
16. Height- 5"5
17. Braces?- nope
18. Glasses?- need them
19. Piercings- nope
20. Tattoos- nope.
21. Righty or Lefty- right handed

___Your 'Firsts'___

22. First best friend- i dnt remember
23. First Award- Editors Choice Award
24. First Real Competitive Sport- Volleyball
25. First pet- roosterer spaniel

26. First Real Vacation: i dnt remember
27. First Concert – Joe Nichols <wow>
28. First Love- not telling

___ Favorites___

30. TV programme- Real Life.CSI.NCIS.SHARK.Next.Parental Control
31. Color- blck

___Currently___
46. Feeling: sleepy
47. Single or Taken?: taken & confused
48. Crush: haha not telling
49. Eating: nothing <but i am hungry>
50. Drinking: mountain dew
51. Typing: this
52. Online?: a lot maybe too much
53. Listening To: the way she feels
54. Thinking About: what a great time im gonna have on the lake
55. Wanting To: asleep

56. Watching: my comp screen.
57. Wearing: bathing suit (2 piece)
___Your Future___

58. Want Kids?: yes.
59. Want to be Married?: I think so
60. Careers in Mind: Psychiatrist
61. Where do you want to live: not sure
62. Car: corvette

__Which is Better With The Opposite Sex___

63. Hair color: black
64. Hair length: short

65. Eye color: brown, or blue.
66. Measurements: Tall. Nice chest.
67. Cute or Sexy: Both. DuH!
68. Lips or Eyes: both! Duh!
69. Hugs or Kisses: Do I need to say it again?
70. Short or Tall: either

71. Easygoing or serious: Combo of both.
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: Same again.
73. Fatty or Skinny: Average. Not super skinny. But not chubby. (not that I can talk)
74. Sensitive or Loud: both
75. Hook-up or Relationship: Hookup then relationship but don’t wanna jump straight into things.
76. Sweet or Caring: both.
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: in between.

___Have you ever______

78. Kissed a Stranger: no
79. Had Alcohol: yeah
80. Smoked: yes ewww

81. Ran Away From Home: yes
82. Broken a bone: nope
83. Got an X-ray: yes
84. Been with someone: yeps

85. Broken Someones Heart: yes
86. Broke Up With Someone: yes
87. Cried When Someone Died: yes
88. Cried At School: yes

___Do You Believe In___

89. God: yeah
90. Miracles: yes

91. Love At First sight: nope
92. Ghosts: not ghosts spirits
93. Aliens: dunno
94. Soul Mates: yeah
95. Heaven: yes
96. Hell: yes

097. Angels: yes
98. Kissing on The First Date: not really
99. Horoscopes: sometimes, but only when they say what I want them to!!

___Answer Truthfully___

100. Is There Someone You Want ? Yes

[~CrimsonBeauty~]
2007-07-21 12:30:07

Virginity-Was I too young? + Quiz

hai

Thanks for ur valuable entry.Man is a wandering animal if one thing is satisfied another thing will arise trust me u will not be satisfied with anything u have so just be happy with what u have dont have expectations it will rather put u down.

[pinkrose10]
2007-07-21 12:12:37

Virginity-Was I too young? + Quiz

I don't believe in god either : ] You're definitely not alone.
As for the boyfriend/sex thing.. I agree with the other girl- You shouldn't keep yourself in a relationship you don't want to be in. If your heart is telling you that you don't love him or want to be with him anymore, then break up with him. And you had sex, so there isn't much you can do about that now. What's the point in fretting about the past? If you felt ready for it at the time, then I don't think you made a wrong choice at all or were too young.
Try not to worry so much, girly. What happens happens.

Thanks for the comment, doll. Hah sadly, most of my entries aren't like my latest. I'm usually complaining or ranting.. I feel bad for the girls who have me in their favs : P My entries must get pretty monotonous.

<3.

[theunscene]
2007-07-21 11:57:39

Virginity-Was I too young? + Quiz Don't keep yourself in a relationship you don't want. As far as sex what's done is done, but you can learn from this experience it and apply it to future relationships. Read my "SEX" entry for details on what I mean. You're still very young and do have a lot of life experience to go through, and changes following high school. Your perspective will change dramatically in college (or after school) and you will learn responsibility to the fullest. Life issues are key componets in making relationships work rather than just dating.  Good luck, and think hard about what you really need.[Burp_a_Saurus] 2007-07-21 11:51:51

Virginity-Was I too young? + Quiz thanks for the comment thanks. we have been together for 6 years and I am kinda use to not getting what I need and want. It's just the way he is and I am kinda stuck here < it's a long and weird story if you want to know more let me know but would rather tell you by e-mail   let me know


[bunnyears]
2007-07-21 11:27:32

Virginity-Was I too young? + Quiz

  Hello Summer,
I read your answers to this survey thing, and I smiled when you said you don't believe in God. Trust me, you're not alone on this diary--there's more that write like they don't believe than there are that do.
  I'm glad you found something about me worth checking out, and I'll be doing the same with you as much as possible. You made me laugh, when you said I reminded you of American movies...never heard anyone make that comment before. I took it as a compliment, so thanks.
  As for what made me want to get to know God, hmmmmm; that's a good question. I have a feeling you're going to have a lot of those. I guess the truth is I always knew He was there, just felt Him in my heart from my teen-age years on. But only in my last four years have I really come to know Him as I do now, and I've never been as happy as I am now. Maybe you're happy already? Maybe not. Either way, I hope you get a glimpse of the God I know thru my sharing here. I'm very happy to have met you, and I've read all your entries today (glad I caught you earlyWink).
  I have several friends writing me from Australia and New Zealand, and the time difference is quite a bit. It's 11:14 on Saturday morning here, and you're 13 hours ahead I believe--that's what my dear friend Susan told me from over there. So you get some sleep! Just kidding. See you around my newest friend, Michael.

[commonsensechristian]
2007-07-21 10:57:42

Virginity-Was I too young? + Quiz   No offense taken Summer, and I hope you'll follow along sometimes in my diary just to see what someone who does believe in God is like. I'm not "religious" in the sense that most people think, as I am not into a super-organized ritual type of church thing--just into getting to know God for how real He truly is. See you around, Michael.[commonsensechristian] 2007-07-21 10:29:17

A Proper Introduction ya he really cared about animalsSmile[Unchangeable] 2007-07-21 10:00:33

A Proper Introduction

wow i thnk everyone has a twin because there is this girl running aroung town and everyone says she looks jjust like me....

Eli ¢¾

[~CrimsonBeauty~]
2007-07-21 09:44:31

A Proper Introduction ya thx. so ur australian?that is soo cool. steve erwin was australian[Unchangeable] 2007-07-21 09:36:45

A Proper Introduction yay! go me go me its my birthday.....lol i just had 2 say that. i will add u too.[~CrimsonBeauty~] 2007-07-21 09:36:10

A Proper Introduction whenever i c the movie Cahrlie and the chocolate factory i need to run up and grab some candy.Smile[Unchangeable] 2007-07-21 09:31:12

A Proper Introduction thx for the comment. im a perfectionist tooSmile[Unchangeable] 2007-07-21 09:29:25

A Proper Introduction

wow interesting......ahhh i know the pic is original. lol.

Eli ¢¾

[~CrimsonBeauty~]
2007-07-21 09:28:24

Virtual Reality thanks Smile except i think he's mad at me right now but we'll work through it and all you know? and that sux about your entry getting deleted! sorry to hear that[hawthorne660] 2007-07-19 17:52:05

Virtual Reality

It's definitely better to let things out than to keep them bottled up. Stress is no good.

Sucks that your entry got deleted. I write mine in Word and then copy them over...just in case Wink

[iDareYou]
2007-07-19 16:49:17

Virtual Reality DDR is one of the mose awesomely awesome games everrr... also known as Dance Dance Revolution =] AAAAAAHHHH I hate when that happens... but it only really happens when you write ALOT and you cant remember what you wrote
[PixieRose]
2007-07-19 09:06:56

Virtual Reality

Bottling is bad. If it makes you feel better, definately write it. Thats what I do and it often makes me feel a lot better

Thank you so much for your comment.

:)  -Britt

[hopesdreamsandlies]
2007-07-18 22:15:59


 
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